hellohello
Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to Lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007, 8:49 PM
built a wall around my heart i'll never let it fall apart.everything's so unbelievably fucked up now.
i dun even want to go to sch anymore.
all i want to do is sit in a car and die.
maybe play in the rain awhile,or watch the clouds first.
school's well,just the same old shit.
ive been thinking,
thinking about everything.
you,yes i admit.
i was lying to myself.
pretended tt everything was ok.
i smiled,laughed,played.simple happy girl.
toys,cars and silly little things were my biggest distractions.tried to forget everything;
decided to be ignorant just so that i wont waste my days with a heavy heart.i was so sick of it.and i was doing fine(or atleast better) faking it.
but you,you just had to remind me.
rubbed salt into the wounds.
and now,everything's coming back.
you cldnt wait,cld you? Blink,wish it will all go away. ):
so much beauty in lifeshining on the outside, empty on the inside. i get lost sometimes blinded by the flashing lights distractions always in my eyes. )': im fucking losing it,sigh.